A day in ward

Date : 30 june
Location : ward


last day of june...
actually i feel like dont wanna speak out...
but i really damn depress at this moment...
tomolo on morning shift
now is 11pm nite n i need to wake up at 5.30 am next morning!!
y i dont wanna sleep??
cos i cant!
i cant speak to anybody how i feel
cos they'll think
"你活该!"
de only way i can do to express all my feelings in here lo...

actually today is a peaceful day...
since i'm having a off day yesterday n i'm not taking case ad 3 days since i change to this team...
i kno nothing about it!!
not i wanna comment about anything about it...
but i really dont kno so details tat i just take over!
i kno i kno
this is not an excuse..
but i already did de best i can!
how would i kno there is a wound chart for a surgical wound?!
as i kno there is no need to put on wound chart to a surgical wound accept pressure sore...
ok
i kno...
i didnt check properly...
but de case note inside is so messy...
okok..
another excuse..

ok ok i kno...
i almost cos her get 2 e hor tat is very serious...
i really feel guilty about it...
not becos after she scolded me only feel guilty...
but...nvm...no excuse....
i really trying to keep improve myself to keep going faster ad...

yes...she really need to b very alert while i'm passing report to her....
i also will do tat if a girl almost cos me get 2 e hor instate of 1....
but...
dont too hush to me la....
now i get scared ad...
keep thinking when is her next shift...
am i going to pass report to her...
forbear ad...
crap la....
u can scold me i dont mind...
cos i really did wrong...
but dont keep korrak de things until very very details...
i only 6 months baby...
n fresh graduated from college than straight come here ad....
okok...
i kno..
6 months is more than enough...
but for de ppl who train in SG is more than ENOUGH!!!
i train in other country....
haiz....
i kno this is also an excuse....
but...
haiz.....
give me sometime la....
teach me....
i welling to learn...
haiz...
dont kno la....
feel damn stress when being work v her....
but i'll keep moving.....
but pls dont scold me only....
teach me n let me kno wat should i do....
than next time i wont do de same mistake...
i love my job...

while i'm on de way back home....
i keep thinking...
i really need to keep it up this...keep up that....
yes..i really need it!!
stress....
so i light up a cigarette...
thinking n thinking....
i kno i kno...
smoking is bad for health...
but sometimes really cannot la....
i really need to re-less abit....

now is 12am ad....
still got another 4 hours to sleep...
'U GO GIRL!!' telling myself...
but really cant sleep...
moody~~
so~~

took my herbalife chocolate as a supper!!

yeah!!

hoping n blessing tomorrow wont happen again....

mmuaxx!!!



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a trip v kelly n genie ^^

Location : Bugis
Date : 28 june
time : 12 pm



is been so long didnt meet kelly ad....
once in a blue mood tat i having a off day (sleeping day) on sat
n kelly is free in tat day also
li hui rush back from jb just becos of us...

28 june

after i finish my night shift 8 am.
reach home 9 am
take a bath n take my mc donal breakfast n a cup of coffee at 10 am ~ 11 am
once in a blue mood i took coffee...
ppl said coffee makes u awake...
but how come after i took coffee makes me more sleepy??
nvm...
11am li hui cal 'oi!!where r u?v reach ad!!'
i like...OMG!!i'm still enjoying my coffee!!
fast fast get ready run to mrt.



LUNCH TIME!!!

eventou i just ate my breakfast at 11am.
1pm eat again
-_-"

this bao restorer is kelly saw 1 of our frens recommended ^^

wa~~

peace!!
this bao inside is just only crab soup..
de taste is awesome!!!

see kelly so gang jiong to drink it...
seems so nice....


ohh~~~
too hot ad!!
LOL!!!

de bao v vege n soup ^^

now is time to discover wat they hv inside....

eh??cant open!!

guess whos chopstick at de side??

wa.....

my face looks scary....

after finish own lunch...
no way to go?!
so v go to sentosa take a look of universal studio...
cos boring ma...

on de way to sentosa....
wa....
my hand muscle....like a man ad....

forgive my face....i've been not sleeping over 22 hours...

yeah!!finally!!

de universal studio full ad!!
cant buy...
so no way to go...
v visit de casino!!!

lambogini

since inside r not allow to take pic...
so i tel u la...
v go in round n round seeing ppl gamble...
in de end feel bored i play de tiger machine...
dontk no how to play.
put $10 click 2 times than lose ad!!
after tat i find de cheapest de...
lose $ 10 again!!
in de end i got win back la...
win $29.30 than stop ad...
take back de money only...

at de main time....
kelly n genie keep looking at ppl play 三公..
see them like wana play but dont dare...
so everybody take $50 to give a try...
in de end v win back $150
hohoh...
than run away...
hohoho.....

walao....
scary face....

on de way back

while walking back to mrt...
2 crazy ppl saw hello kitty forget about me run inside...
haiz....

6 pm both of them go back jb lo....
than i go back continue my sleep tat i've ad not sleeping over 22 hours...
happy trip ^^
wish can plan again...



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A Tiny Apartment Transforms Into 24 Rooms: Official Video

TITLE : a HK tiny apartment become a 24 rooms.

this video shows tat a human brain is so creative...
after i watch this video....de only things i did is......

eyes big big, mouth !O!....say :"WOW!!"
really cant use any words to prescript this....

de story of 最後一次

最後一次




this is de story about de girl....dont kno its true o not....but....i damn love this song!!!
i think i keep repeating this song over 10 times ad but still love it!!


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最後一次

a really story tat happen few years ago a 17 years old girl having a cancer....wrote this song be4 she pass away.....

T-T
so gang dong.....



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