Worst day ever 3

Though I've move on...
Though we still r frens no matter wat happen
But de fact he did ppl can see it
My ears cant close just becos v still working in de same environment

Heard my frens said they saw both of them in out in de hosp very often
Even saw her waiting for him at de lobby....

If he really said wat he think (freedom thing)to me
This won't b happening
If he really faithful to me
If he really love me
If he really just wanna hv his freedom back
All de above won't b happening

N de girl had a bf in Philippine!!!
Don't they feel guilty when going out together?
Don't she feel guilty to her bf when going with him sweet sweet?
Ya rite...cos de bf is not in Sg...
She don't even bother...

He changed
Changed to a person I don't kno anymore
Changed to a different guy tat I kno for 3 yrs
Changed becos of her
Changed tat he betray me becos of her
Changed tat he Knowing to tel lies
He changed after he start his vegan diet
He Changed after he knowing too much of vegan makes de brain also vegan
Heartbroken when he changed to a person tat I don't kno anymore

Ppl still asking me

Do u still love him?
I can say yes

Do u hate him?
No...I don't kno how to hate a person...hate.a person is very tiring...

Will u regret loving him?
No...we really had a great time together

If he come back to u...will u wanna b with him back?
If 2 weeks ago I'll say 'YES!'
But now...after all he had done to me....I'll think about it...

Loving him is not a mistake
Leaving me is his mistake

I just lost a guy tat he don't even love me
He lost a girl tat love him so much

Relationship is a thing tat need to give n take
Mayb this time I've been giving too much...
Stepping too deep
I even went to church cos of him
Been sacrificed too much on this relationship....
Heartache until I can't breath when I heard all those things
Heartache until I feel like wanna use scissor poke into my heart to release de pain....
De fact he did to me really makes my heart broken to thousand of pieces....

I HAD ENOUGH!!!
NO MORE TEARS ANYMORE!!!
This time
I'm gonna put a 'stop'
Back to my shell
Hide myself

P.S 原来失恋真的很痛苦
Sorry for de past I hurt anybody

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